meaning?

I have not written anything of any meaning in the month of March....I will try harder in April.
I am giving my senior recital in the middle of April so maybe I'll have some witty insights about program arranging and writing then...
the good news is that the career adviser thinks that I'll have no trouble finding a job next year if being wait listed doesn't work out! (hooray I wasn't rejected everywhere!)

as it is I'm trying to decide what courses I'm going to stay in this quarter. I have two that I'm unsure about...one because it is being taught by a 5th year doctoral student...and while I know he'll be fine, I just don't know if that's how I want to close out my my tenure here. The other because it culminates with a 15-18 page paper...and honestly how motivated am I going to be...2 weeks from graduating needing to write this paper. But the class is on The Idiot, by Doestyevski who is awesome.

so that was too much just blogging about my life and too little musing about philosophy and music...hopefully I'll get back on track soon